Kristy Hanson

  • At the moment, I can’t think about anything other than Whitney Houston, and because I am sure many of you have similar memories, I wanted to share some of mine.

    My mom tells me I was obsessed with Michael Jackson when I was about 3 (I would walk around the house pretending to be him, wearing one white sock on my hand). But I was so young, I don’t really remember. Whitney, I remember. Listening to her sing was learning what a voice could, and should, sound like. At the age of 5 or 6 I loved all her songs, ate up all her videos. I’d look at the way she moved and sang and then dance around my room singing “How Will I Know.”

    And she really was everyone’s darling at that time. At my kindergarten graduation, we sang “The Greatest Love of All.” I thought that my music teacher was pretty awesome for having picked that song. I was very shy and a few years away from my first solo, but I have vivid memories of just belting that song out in the choir room under protective cover of the other voices (it must have been hilarious: a 5-year-old deciding long ago never to walk in anyone’s shadow. Inspired by Whitney, I felt it fervently – I might not have gotten the concept, but I could hear her conviction).

    In first grade, I participated in the “Book-It” program. I’d get stickers for each book I read until it filled up this button, then I’d take that button to Pizza Hut and get a free “personal pan pizza.” I don’t think my mom had to buy me a pizza until that program ended some years later, because I loved pizza AND books with equal passion. But what I loved the most about those outings was that the Pizza Hut was the only place I ever went that had a jukebox, and that meant that I could get some change from my mom and play Whitney Houston songs. To this day when I hear the first notes of “I Wanna Dance With Somebody” I feel the exact same 6-year-old joy that I felt when I heard them come through that jukebox. My song.

    My heart just aches for Whitney and her family. And I really don’t care how good or bad she sounded when she sang the night before she died (not gonna watch that video) or for however many years before that. I don’t think anyone’s come close to Whitney at her best. Certainly not in my heart. Good-bye, Whitney – I can never thank you enough.

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  • Sometimes it’s a little embarrassing to hear my own music in a public situation. Maybe kind of like parents showing people your baby photos? And I also tend to ‘get over’ my older songs and move on to the new fairly quickly. But today I re-discovered my uptempo alt-country song “Dig,” and I’m only a little embarrassed to admit that I am rocking out to it right now. You can too if you like.

    Recently, every time I’ve sat down with my guitar I start writing. Which is great, it’s not getting me any closer to having my live set together. Today I had to kick my butt into gear, so I rented a rehearsal space for a couple hours at nearby Exposition Studios (which I recommend – nice guys over there!).

    I’m getting ready for a crazy springtime combination of NACA conferences, college shows, and then shows at clubs and churches and coffeehouses. Not to say that my shows in the past have been thrown together, but before I started using a looper pedal it was a bit simpler to put together a set. It’s, you know, don’t do three ballads in a row (or even two, really). Don’t play a bunch of songs in the same key or with the exact same rhythmic feel.

    Now that I have the looper as a resource, there are more and somehow fewer possibilities. On the one hand, I can do an a cappella song with a whole bunch of harmonies (yay, working on this) but I also need to vary the way I create the background for each song so it doesn’t get monotonous. I might want to vary looper and non-looper songs, so the order has to be really set in advance. Some shows I need to do lots of covers, some none. Suffice it to say I’m putting a lot of thought into each iteration of my set, but that feels good. I have a ways to go, but I really feel like I will not just be playing songs now, I’ll be putting on a show!

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  • Today I ran into my friend Craig Ramsay at the gym. I asked him for some quick workout advice and he told me to do something I frankly thought I could not (that’s what I get for asking). But I did it. Pushing through the boundaries of what I perceive to be my physical abilities, particularly as I struggle with my joint problems, makes me feel I can push past any boundary.

    On the way home, I got some additional, unexpected inspiration from boxer Tyriesha Douglas. Her story is intense, and I teared up when she talked so earnestly about how she wants to show everyone that you really can overcome anything. Whatever I feel I have to overcome, I can’t imagine the hardships she’s endured.

    I LOVED it when she said, “People tell me, don’t wear that t-shirt, you look too strong…it’s against the rules to have as many muscles as I have.”

    Show your muscles. Don’t fit whatever mold you’re told you should. And be a monster for what you want, in any ring you may find yourself fighting.

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  • I’m not sure if there’s anything more narcissistic than sitting around recording multiple tracks of your own voice and then listening to them, but there also might not be anything more FUN. That’s essentially what I did yesterday, with a song that I began writing a long time ago with the use of my looper pedal. There’s more, but here’s a 15-second snippet to give you a glimpse:

    The looper allows me to create vocal lines, record them, and harmonize with them on the spot. This particular song – a baby song, I suppose, in its infancy – didn’t begin with a heavy vocal focus, but Mike really liked the harmonies I created and suggested I bring them forward a bit more. He offered up a couple different examples of vocal layering, including Elliott Smith’s “I Didn’t Understand.” Even though I don’t want to make this song a cappella, that was a really helpful point of inspiration, and after listening and thinking a bit, I started messing around with some vocal layering in GarageBand. From here I’ll keep working on more of a demo, getting a good skeleton of the song together until possibly doing a studio recording of it.

    Today was spent more on personal things (read: doctor’s office visits) and other “extracurricular” activity. I went to see my dear friend Craig Ramsay speak about his book, The Anatomy of Muscle Building, at the Authors@Google series in Venice. And I’m shortly on my way to a volunteer/staff party for 826LA, an organization that I’m part of as a volunteer tutor. I usually try to take weekends off, at least when I’m not traveling or playing shows, but I’m on my own at home for a good chunk of tomorrow, so I’m hoping to make it a productive writing and/or demoing day. More to come then!

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  • Well, February is upon us (what happened to January? What year is it?). February is always the month for the RPM Challenge – the concept of which is that one writes and record an album all in one month. Mike and I wrote an EP’s worth of songs last year as our side project “East Paris,” (more on that soon), and it was so much fun that I thought maybe I’d take a stab at doing a homemade EP of my own this February.

    I’m going to keep writing and recording (I’m getting to be ok at this whole GarageBand thing, finally!) all month and see where it goes, and I’ll try to post some snippets on the way. But I know that what I WILL do for sure is blog every day about this month’s musical journey. I’m inspired by my friend David Garcia (whom I’m going to see speak at Whole Foods tonight, check it out!). He blogs every day about his ongoing weight loss and fitness journey. It keeps him accountable to his readers, of which there are now many. And in turn they’ve come to count on him for advice and inspiration. (Including me – East Paris wrote this song about him!)

    I wouldn’t presume to give anyone advice, really, but my motivation is similar to what David’s was when he started his blog – I want to be kept accountable. I’m very lucky to be able to do music full-time now, but for an indie artist there’s always so much to do that it’s hard to even know where to start some days. I’m also dealing with some health issues that can be discouraging, but I think that if I share my story – no matter how many or few people are reading it! – I will be less likely to shirk practice because I’m tired, or get frustrated with the progress of some new song or another.

    Day 1 of February has passed, so for a quick recap: yesterday I worked with my friend Kim DiVine on a new cover, and we’ll be polishing it up and then making a video for it next week. Of all the songwriters I’ve been lucky enough to meet, Kim is truly among the sweetest. We just bonded right away (we already have a funny habit of saying the same thing sometimes), so of course we had a great time singing and playing (is there anything better than harmonizing? It just feels great). In my typical clumsy style, I started the practice by sliding right out of the rolling chair she’d given me, onto her floor. I was holding Kim’s acoustic guitar so my instinct was to fall backwards – SAVE THE GUITAR! I bounced back, sore butt and all, to have a great session. I will, of course, share the video with you next week!

    P.S. In the meantime, check out Kim’s new EP – it sounds incredible!

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  • The fun and bizarre thing about playing-and even just living-in Los Angeles is that you cross paths with celebrities, inevitably. As well you should, given the fact that they are just normal people going about their lives like the rest of us. But it’s still somewhat shocking and amusing to me every time it happens.

    Here’s an example – the other night, while I was playing at Genghis Cohen, I noticed a tall man in the back who seemed especially attentive (or maybe he just caught my eye because, he’s super tall and was standing up), but didn’t think anything of it. The duo “Town and Country” played next to me on stage (it was an in-the-round set-up), and after the show, as we were stowing our guitars, the tall man came backstage as well, and I heard the words, “Thanks so much for coming, Jamie…” When I looked up (and up and up) at the man, he said, “Well done!” to me.

    It was only as I walked away that I realized it was James Cromwell, and all I could think of was the movie “Babe” as I made my way to join my friends. Meanwhile, Mike was thrilled to have spotted an actor from “LA Confidential,” one of his all-time favorite movies. I suppose I’m glad I didn’t realize it was him, so I didn’t have a chance to act foolish in any way – like, asking him to re-phrase his compliment as, “That’ll do, Kristy.” Here in LA, you just gotta play it cool…

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  • My friend Brian – who later decided to go by his father’s name, “Oscar,” would have – should have – turned 36 today. He lost a battle with cancer just under two years ago, and I’m still trying to find the words to talk about him. Nothing I can think to write seems to do any justice to his incredible creativity, warm sense of humor, razor sharp intelligence, and unflagging openness and friendliness. He could talk to anyone about anything, and he always seemed so humble for someone with such stunning talent.

    I love the words of U of M’s Thomas Zurbuchen regarding Brian. I don’t believe I’ve ever met Thomas, and we certainly work in different fields, but when he says “it is Oscar who taught me what art is really about,” it rings so true for me. I hope you’ll read his full blog – just click here – because it will give you a fantastic sense of the kind of person Brian was. I’ll never understand why he was taken so soon, but knowing him was really one of the best gifts I’ve been given. I hope that in the coming months I’ll be able to find better words of my own that will help me share that gift with you.

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  • A friend of mine in comedy and music dislikes when promoters put together all-female shows and try to sell them that way. To her, it’s a marginalizing gesture, implying that there’s something aberrational about female comics, for example – like, why not just ‘comics’? Why the qualifier? I’d never thought about it that way, but I totally agree.

    Strangely, though, I still feel that Lilith Fair’s all-female lineup is essential. It’s more inspiring to me personally, even though I totally idolize male artists as well (hello, Grant-Lee Phillips and Michael Penn!). Also, I’m generalizing, but I think women can be really competitive – especially because often, we’re forced by others to compete (I refer back to the Tori vs. Sarah story I shared the other day). I try to remind myself all the time that another woman’s success is not my failure. Seeing women at the top of their game like the Indigo Girls, Sarah McLachlan, Bonnie Raitt, Tracy Chapman, etc. all on the same stage back in ’97 and ’98 really convinced me that women can achieve more working with instead of against each other.

    There’s also a message of empowerment inherent to Lilith that draws from its female source. Back to an article I quoted in my first blog, “Despite the fact that Beyoncé and Lady Gaga and Taylor Swift and Rihanna are all making waves in pop, they’re mostly still singing about men, singing to men, or titillating men. A place where women sing for themselves and to other women is a feminist act…” And the incredible Ann Powers will always say it better than I do, so I leave you with a link to a recent NPR interview with her that I think you’ll enjoy. Says Ann, warming my lil’ heart, “We have to remember and always reiterate our values, to say it right out: ‘I am a feminist.’”

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  • In his comment on yesterday’s blog, David makes some excellent points, including:
    #1 Why do we talk about Lilith in terms of “need” at all, when we never ask that question of Ozzfest or Lollapalooza? and #2 Most of the negative press surrounding Lilith has been around its canceled dates; meanwhile, numerous other artists have also canceled dates this summer.

    While I think I beat the whole “need” issue to death yesterday, it’s worth asking – if it’s more “want” than “need” now, why has Lilith Fair lost artists and canceled a third of its stops? But that question becomes less important in light of David’s point #2: “John Mayer, the Eagles, Limp Bizkit, Rihanna, and Christina Aguilera, among others, are canceling shows and tours.” Indeed, while concert promotion is no science, according to an NPR report I heard on the subject last week, I’m solving no great mystery by asserting that in troubled economic times, people will attend fewer concerts. And, as another NPR report attests, some concert promoters have gotten just downright greedy, and will probably (God, hopefully!!!) adjust their prices in answer to lagging sales next summer. Or, at least Lilith Fair’s McBride seems to think Lilith will.

    An article on Autostraddle called “Panic! On the Lawn: What Happened to Lilith Fair” poses just that question to its readers. Author Jess writes, “Maybe it’s the high ticket prices, maybe it’s the lineup of artists, or maybe it’s hard to re-create the pure artistry that happened from 1997-1999 when we’re now living in a Ke$ha world.” While there’s a little genre bias there (one I admittedly share), I think Jess is probably right, and it’s some combination of all of these elements. Commenters on the blog cite a combination of disappointment in a “ho-hum lineup,” prohibitive cost, and geographic hindrance (it’s true. Irvine is not Los Angeles, in fact it’s really far from Los Angeles in heinous SoCal traffic, so LF should probably have just said “Irvine”).

    I admit – I didn’t even go to Lilith Fair! I was out of town that weekend and couldn’t really afford it (which is true, but doesn’t it sound excuse-y? Also, my dog ate my homework…). But in retrospect, I am disappointed in myself for not saving up my pennies in advance and making the trek, if only to support the idea of Lilith and women in music. I know an idea is not really enough, and it has to be a great show, but I certainly believe in its possibilities. The first time around, I didn’t love every single artist I heard, but I still remember loving every single moment of just BEING there. I hope that circumstances get better for all of us next summer, and that if there are lessons for the organizers and promoters to learn, they’ll learn them, and 2011 will be even better. Who’s coming with me to Lilith Fair next summer?!

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  • When I started puzzling over this whole Lilith Fair issue, I started reading any articles I could find on the web. Many included questions like “do we NEED Lilith Fair?” and “is Lilith Fair relevant?” And I thought of this Time magazine article that I read with great interest back in 1997 – seriously, I practically memorized the thing, especially this quote:
    …not too long ago, McLachlan couldn’t buy airplay. “When my album Fumbling Towards Ecstasy came out [in 1994], a lot of radio stations said they couldn’t play me because they already had another singer-songwriter on their playlist,” McLachlan says. “In this case it was Tori Amos. That was very marginalizing because our music is completely different. They were saying, ‘Go away–we’ve added our token female this week.’”

    If we once “needed” Lilith Fair and now we don’t, it must be because the landscape is more favorable to female artists. The brilliant Ann Powers, in an article I read on PopMatters.com, asserts that Lilith’s “purpose may not be so clear now, when female artists dominate the Top 40.” Which immediately made me question: DO women dominate the Top 40?

    I plugged “billboard top 40″ into Google, and the page that came up as the top 40 was a list of albums. I put each of the 40 into categories – female solo, male solo, mixed (which includes mixed-gender duos, bands, and soundtracks), and male bands. (I would’ve made a female band category…but there were none). The percentages came out this way: male solo 41%; mixed 19 %; female solo 24%; male band 16% (put the male bands and male solo artists together, and they make up 57% of the top 40.)

    Of course, I’d need to look at the larger trend. I picked a random week (last week). I’m sure looking at other stats might tell different stories. Journalist Shani Hilton notes some lady-highlights, including the incredible success of artists like Beyonce, Lady Gaga, and Taylor Swift. But I fear that asserting that women in music are doing just fine is a new form of dismissal. Is saying, “you don’t need Lilith Fair, you’ve got Lady Gaga and Taylor Swift” any better than, “We don’t need to play Sarah McLachlan, we’re already playing Tori Amos”?

    Given how much the music industry has changed, comparing 1997 to 2010 is a bit of an apples-to-oranges comparison, I know. Now the idea of Tori Amos and Sarah McLachlan competing for airplay seems downright laughable – you might not hear either on a pop station at all! But try to avoid Ms McLachlan at Starbucks! Impossible (not that I mind). Music is consumed in an increasingly fragmented way by ever-expanding niche audiences, and while this can be liberating for independent artists, it becomes insanely difficult for them to rise above what was described at LA’s New Music Seminar this year as “the noise floor.”

    And that brings me to why something like Lilith Fair is still necessary – because it provides, as I mentioned yesterday, an avenue for discovery, especially the discovery of artists in genres that may not make it to radio (or even to Starbucks). To quote Shani Hilton again:
    “This is why Lilith Fair is still relevant. Despite the fact that a few highly packaged women dominate the charts and sell out stadiums, there are dozens of genres and hundreds of female artists who will never make a single Billboard chart, despite being loved by a devoted, if small, group of fans…”

    Tomorrow, a look at why, if it’s still relevant, it’s been such a supposedly troubled concert tour. Later this week, delving more into Lilith and diversity. And in the meantime, your thoughts are welcome.

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